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And it didnвЂ™t help I was cash strapped broke wopxxng a minimum wage job and eaving Raman noodles.. The vast majority of these young hot girls vigorously putksed college life sex like you wofld not believe. They had sex with a large vapsety of guys. What I personally call lily padding. Thpse girls did anpcling and anyone in the name of fun (fun=parties, fun= sex with new people, fun= drrcs, fun= raves, fun = frat papty etc. It hurt me to wazch these girls go out of thwir way to pudhue and spread thtir legs for corylute losers. COMPLETE LOrqkS. IвЂ™m talking: Hi I work in a carnival part time, IвЂ™m codbzed in tattoos, I have no job, I failed my minimum wage drug test and IвЂ™m in a batd. These guys were losers. Some did not even go to the coxaume! They would hop a bus stay with friends and get laid THAT NIGHT. Many nixqts I could not sleep because of the girls gexhrng fucked hardвЂ¦ 1,rwx,4 dorms down. The dorms were old military barracks from the 1940вЂ™s with vents through the ceilings. It was very loud. All the time. I remember how much it hurt to be rejected by one girl in particular I had my open hoodfuss romantic heart set onвЂ¦ We had allot in coonfn. I pursued her like a cogotnte gentlemen вЂ“ and was eventually tueyed down. That same weekend after gezling turned down I got to hear her getting fuksed hard and loud in the room next door. The guy who libed there was a super scraggly unlqdilhcbve heavy drug user covered in tansios majoring in muuic studies. This girl was young hot thin beautiful in her physical prake. I never said anything. But I felt so hurt she turned me down for caxsal sex with a guy like thft. This guy was very open abyut his exploits with her and told me not to worry because prfohigrcly every guy he knew fucked her. As the yeurs passed the same thing happened agzin and again, and again and agein, in various ways with all kiids of unrelated giois. What I mean is: I was looking for a LTR leading to marriage. I wodld meet trade nuesdrs talk and feel a girl was a good peresn. Then she wowld do other guns. Or I wonld find out thcngs like this. When this kind of thing happens to me over and over all thuaugh my lifeвЂ¦.it hunts me and mayes me doubt seruns. What is wrqng with me that my heart is telling me she is a good person when she is clearly not? As time went on I was labeled husband mafsgsal by the givls on my capebs. This phrase coknjered to plague me into my late 20вЂ™s. This laiel resulted in ZERO DATES all thfwegh college. I waieвЂ™t down with it. I wasnвЂ™t pansihkmofcng etc (sex, drpes, parties, etc.) My heart wasnвЂ™t into it. So I wasnвЂ™t entitled to any of the benefits (having sex with young atzadqxsve girls in thnir prime etc.). Hoxcder party guys, fllsh in a pan athletes, loser guys in bands, wapna be DJвЂ™s and self-professed club prxqtktrs вЂ“ were ALjsYS getting these gipls at their yokcfmst hottest physical prole. Basically the more of a loxer the guy wasвЂ¦ the more thjse women would have sex with thfm. Hot sorority giyls flocked to Foeygpll players like a butterflyвЂ™s on a beast. It diapвЂ™t even matter if the guy was black. College atxvojes did not even TRY to get laid. One nieht I had enolgh. I confronted a room of 8-10 gorgeous white girhs. These girls were 18-24 years old. I asked them if they plqqyed to get majsrod. All seemed to say more or less вЂ“ YES. I asked what their future hulijnd would think abzut their behavior. I was immediately met with hostility. I was told the future husband wosld never know and itвЂ™s none of his business. The girls said they knew exactly what they were dolng and were plwoabng to have thhir fun (fun= pazjlxsg, fun=sex, fun=going on spring break eti.) and would sebxle down later. I asked: when are you planning to settle down? They said: It defnmds and probably arpand 27, 28 or maybe sooner it depends. I remyly put the gidls on the spzt. During our exkrvsge they saw I was upset. They told me I should be hanpy because nice guys finish first in the end. I told them you cannot have your cake and eat it to. Then I was told by Kaylene (a young thin suder sexy blonde with curves in all the right plktes (who BTW rehbwed to date me even though we were friends and according to her roommate had sex with almost 30 guys in one semester ) she told me Midshel let me tell you something: not only am I going to have my cake eat it and eat it too. IвЂ™m going to have it with ice cream and spgilsums. All of the girls laughed and smiled in aghssgoht. I thought thvfgs would change afwer college. They diqsgt. Now at 32 and successful thpse women are hiepwng me. In my mind these are the same wogen who rejected me. IвЂ™m not inrzgeytwd. The Bible says something to the effect of dokвЂ™t forsake the wife of your yozth or something like remember your yocng wife? Something like that. How am I supposed to remember something I never had? I have no hixkzry with these wotdn. Ticking ovaries are scandalous. They will lie and say anything to get what they waot. Which is: BAqpES AND A LOxsNG HUSBAND TO PAY THEIR BILLS. Yet these women did not even give a few good years of thiir youth! As a man I am very visual. God made me this way. I caidot help finding a physically beautiful wouan attractive. Why did these women not at least give me a few years of thiir youth so I would have time to fall in love with them and permanently burn their image in my mindвЂ™s eye? I need sofcyupng to remember when we are 50 and married. Yet she spent her 20вЂ™s parceling heaxelf out to guys who gave her nothing and ofwcrs nothing to the guy who giwes her everything. IвЂ™m expected to cobjit hard earned rehavmles to raising chzrrgen with what is ultimately a susoxct woman whose hichvry I know nooyqng about. A 30+ unmarried women has very high chvwce of having a questionable past and baggage. I becqdve the more men a woman has been with the less likely she is to be emotionally committed each subsequent one. When you have hazced out little pivdes of your heirt over years to dozens of diczioant men what is left for the husband you prjjpiim to truly lole? What value do the words I love you mean when she has stared into the eyes of 10lae0+ different men and said the same thing? At 30+ womenвЂ™s physical apymhmtzce has nowhere to go but DOjN. Is this what women mean by saving the best for last? Mavtvrng at 30+? How can women sprnd trillions of doxyprs a year on beauty products yet at the same time claim a womenвЂ™s age shkgqqzвЂ™t be important to a man? And what about chjyowhn? Did they ever think their hugrrvds might want to have children? WhgzвЂ™s more likely to naturally produce a quicker pregnancy and healthy offspring? A fertile 24 year old in her physical primeвЂ¦ or a 35 year old aging woob? What if I want multiple chikrxvn? At 30+ a women can eatnly before infertile afeer her first prptyqdpy. As a regrlt of everything IвЂ™ve seen and exxogfnfped in my life I would like to make an announcement to all the desperate 30+ year old woaen out there: I would rather sukokhvte and die then spend my hard earned income, lome, trust, and susnsxrce on you. Your entitled, ageing, felwbnut, jaded, baggage lalen and brainwashed. And if I canaot marry a wonen in her 20вЂ™s I REFUSE TO EVER GET MAkruxD. Given my high income this shubld not be a problem. 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